No Map Or Address

by Aestrid

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1.
Billy 05:25
The door opens up of the room 'cross the landing It all explains as she stares back right at me If you will not change then this town will change us for good She took my hand to make sure that I'd understand that it would never end All mixed up in the attic and wrapped up in blankets Escaping the thought that he's never ever good enough Billy decided to put some weight in all that hate 'Cause all you know is hurt I have made myself this way It's just routine I can't escape I have turned myself inside out It's just routine I can't escape
2.
Okeio 06:31
You know that it's not going to stop If you leave for the one you're not You know it's not gonna stop the hurt If you leave, I'm stuck in your memory I wish you'd talk to me You know it's not gonna go away If you leave, leaving your side of the bed empty You know it's not going to change Will you stay? For a reason to get out of bed today? If you leave… That wall of noise keeps going on no matter where I go My heart becomes a railroad track with every mile I run I bruised myself with dissonance but it all feels the same I ran along that railroad track but redemption never came If you leave…
3.
N413 06:34
I don't think I need pills and talks from here I don't think I need to medicate to make you love me Trouble finds a way in the town where we were raised Where you lost her on the way Where there's no other to replace your mother Bad luck will find me out on the N413 It chased me all the way till I reached the outskirts of the city The closer destruction whispers in my ear In my dreams I keep on running but I never loose that fear Do you see all that filth? It means nothing now It's just a place after dark that's there somehow Can you hear that sound? I know you do Screeching and inflaming through these thin walls Do you see all that darkness? It means nothing now It's just a place after dark that's there somehow Loneliness is not your friend
4.
When I was young I tried to kill myself, with the irony you're different from anyone else but you're not Running was easy when you grow up running, with your friends in the shadows of the working class With the dreams that pass away I lost you to the city while I stayed around here I wish you would have asked me I still wonder why you didn't take me just to run along with you With the trucks that pass at the dawn of day It takes my heart and I run away Will I ever see my mother again? Instead of all this pain I guess everything just dies one day Till you walk out on me, till you walk out on me When I was young I used to take that train I sat at the airport and not feel a thing and I walked back home Will I ever see Seattle or Portland? Running for the door never seemed this important till now Until now, run with me I still feel that moment when you looked back at me Trying to convince me with a tear in your eye If I ever see that shadow again then my blood is up 'Cause I walked upon the edge that night escaping to a world, away from all the hurt.
5.
I am my daddy's dead son drowning in his whisky bottle I wish I had the guts to find a way out of here I hear my daddy's drunk voice calling and I hit the throttle I wish I had the guts to let go of the consequence and make a difference I have my mother's eyes reflecting in the window of the bus I try to hide my tears but my heart's like an engine room No way back, no future, I was never meant to get out this far I wish I had more time but I now my time is up I'm out of luck I never quite knew what to say 'Cause I just can't pretend I will always feel that shame 'Cause I kept losing till the end Sometime I wish it wouldn't hurt me when you'd ask me if I still love you I wish I had some nerve, but my heart breaks all the time The needles of the tree are slowly letting go of me You know what time it is when your friends invite you out of pity I feel lost in the city Sometimes I keep on playing till the sun comes up in the city Hoping that you would stay with me Sometimes I keep on running till the sun goes down in the city I just hope that you would stay with me
6.
How many times must you tell me? Till I remember this How many mistakes must you make? Till you see it's me How many times must you tell me? What in the world could have done? Cut the rope that you hung on I wanted to drown in all that empathy you know what the end will be How many hearts must you break? Till you see it's me How many mistakes must you make? What in the world could have done? Cut the rope that you hung on I wanted to drown in all that empathy you know what the end will be What a strange path it took to finally find my heart I wanted to drown in all that empathy you know what the end will be
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8.
Where would you go if you'd shut the door and broke the key off in the lock? No one knows what was here before You're moving on

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released August 31, 2014

Recorded at the Brantford Arts Block, Brantford ON, Canada by Glen Marshall, Bob Lanois and JJ Sielcken.
Assistant engineer: Lucas Simpson.
Mixed by JJ Sielcken in a spare bedroom in Soest The Netherlands.
Mastered by Pieter Kloos at The Void, Eindhoven The Netherlands.

All words by Bo Menning.
All music by Bo Menning and JJ Sielcken & Ray Kornet.

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Aestrid Soest

In the Spring of 2017 the band returned to the city that they fell in love with since the first time that they played in Canada in 2013. Kingston would be the background for the recordings of album no. 6. The band would spend ten days with a 4-track cassette recorder and some microphones in a beautiful house that looks out over a bay. The album is due to come out in the first week of February. ... more

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